Hugh Hefner’s Playboy Mansion was a gilded cage for former Hef companion Holly Madison.
In her new memoir, “Down the Rabbit Hole,” Madison - one of the stars of the Playboy-centered E! reality series “The Girls Next Door” - says that living in the mansion wasn’t all sex and good times. The promotional material states, according to Us Weekly, life inside the notorious mansion wasn’t a dream at all - and quickly became her nightmare.
After losing her identity, her sense of self-worth, and her hope for the future, Holly found herself “sitting alone in a bathtub contemplating suicide.”